Sunday, December 11, 2005
losing myself
you see, all the late nights, inadequate sleeping time, extensive exposure to dust and everything else is making me really ugly now. i'm losing a lot of hair. probably becos of the perm that i did, chemicals sets in and caused that. it's a handful of hair from every shower i take. damn. and fuck, it's not even close that time of the month and i'm having this worst ever zits outbreak. now i'm pretty worried about that upcoming and long awaited xmas party we're holding. just how awful am i gonna look that day. better call mummy soon and get her to help me schedule facial and hairdo.
to all who loved and loves me, thank you very much. am very fine now. even better than i was before. thanks for always being there. i know these words are so much so used that it hardly hold any meaning but still, you guys are great. especially bestard bubu, meanie clara, comforting zhong etc. and of cos boyfriend, that very one who made everything possible (ahbahbahbah). how i wish i can jot details here to remind myself of it at a later time but, not so nice. so unlike someone.
anyways, was zhong's birthday on 9th. wasn't much of a party but at least quite a number were there. boyfriend picked me up at 5pm when the rest agreed to meet at 730pm. he and i were still kinda apart (agreed to meet up only for the sake of zhong's birthday) so i felt kinda cheated when we ended going to his place. talked over msn the night before and things were more or less resolved. all we lacked was a hug to piece everything back together. and by 730pm, we were outta his house as that happy couple that started off.
had dinner at kenny rogers with zhong, yuanhong, derek, daryl, george and boyfriend. abel, clarine, daryl's gf and kelvin joined us after dinner. went over to cineleisure wanting to catch a movie but no suitable time slot. sebastian and lorraine arrived. went over to coffee club to chill. you know it is so totally not cool to be asked "eh you all okay already?", "thought both of you quarrelled?". but it's alright, i'm fine, not really uber pissed. all thanks to the doings of my dearest. don't spam lah!
went separate ways. a group went to watch 'the descent' that superb show. zhong, george, boyfriend and i watched 'pride and prejudice' that draggy show. wenta geylang dim sum after the movie then home.
woke up after a call from george on saturday afternoon. he was out with cj and called to complain and asked what time we meeting her. boyfriend woke up only at 6pm so we met up real late. went ps carrefour to book the turkey and log cake plus ma eclairs *giggles*. met ivan there. finally agreed to dine at tea cosy. boyfriend has been making lotsa noise about going there for their foie gras. fine, the food's not bad. had this butter prawn pasta. was yummy.
met up with george and teo at headquarters. played maple while waiting for the boys to finish their dota. was funny how annoyed george and boyfriend got with ivan's way of playing.
the starving zhong met us at chompchomp at 2am for supper. we were actually planning to go to loyang to pray but zhong didn't want to so we went poolfusion instead. they renovated the place and now it's a rather cosy place already. left for home at 5am.
was tired so sunday's a stay-home maple day.
is it too late?
- 5:05:00 AM
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valued creeps
BUBU
bestie
since 1998

great laugher, horrible classmate,
female duet, weeding partner
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JAMIE
honeh
since 2000

always on my side, club partner,
digresser, great companion
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WEESIN
sister
since 1999

duet partner, confidant,
sibei onz, trustworthy
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CLARA
meanie
since 2005

scream-2-gather
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JEWEL
meanie
since 2005

similarities, like-minded
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ALEXANDER
boyfriend
since 2000

ah blah blah blah
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INCOMPLETE
BUY ME SOME
a best friend
samsung z500
peak&pine lovely bikini on pastel pink & frills
levi's pattyann
black framed glasses
all the fucking royce choc
30" or so baby piglet
poh heng - "my name" piglet bracelet
pink chiffon tube dress with center frills
gojane tube
abercrombie bianca
sandisk transflash memory card
24" christmas collection piglet
international driving licence
levi's type1 shorts
burberry timepiece
dior shades
yamaha's silent cello
a customized jigsaw puzzle of our picture
gold baby piglet
"The Lion Roars" Dvd/Vcd
pohheng's piglet in love hoop
pendant
nikon coolpix s5
adidas m.e.
our starcruise
adobe photoshop cs2
that danielyam dress
dinner at prima tower
'heart-to-get' guess watch
need for speed: most wanted
yorkshire terrier
coach hamptons signature perforated large carryall
osim upapa LOL but I'M DEAD SERIOUS
levis ladies style black/pink frame specs
coach business - lanyard
burberry nova check satchel
motorazr maxx v6
movies
wet dreams 2
fantastic 4
red candy
the maid
charlie and the chocolate factory
wedding crashers
the island
sin city
the truth about love
bewitched
land of the dead
one more chance
red eye
herbie fully loaded
the brothers grimm
the dukes of hazzard
night watch
a sound of thunder
the longest yard
the cave
the red shoes
the skeleton key
corpse bride
deuce bigalow - european gigolo
devils rejects
40-year-old virgin
cello
wig
transporter2
M.A.I.D
chicken little
aeonflux
oliver twist
the exorcism of emily rose
zathura
sky high
tom-yum-goong
king kong
prime
the descent
the promise
a chinese tall story
wallace & gromit - the curse of the were-rabbit
the family stone
in her shoes
memoirs of a geisha
elizabethtown
the dark
the fog
fun with dick and jane
cheaper by the dozen 2
rumor has it
zoolander
the pink panther
munich
underworld evolution
dorm
transamerica
date movie
v for vendetta
nanny mcphee
hills have eyes
failure to launch
yours mine & ours
ultraviolet
ice age 2
the wild
firewall
art of seduction
reincarnation
tristan&isolde
inside man
when a stranger calls
poseidon
the da vinci code
x-men: the last stand
over the hedge
cars
slither
benchwarmers
she's the man
superman returns
just my luck
scary movie 4
RV
the nun
garfield 2
nacho libre
hoodwinked
the lake house
lady in the water
click
my super ex-girlfriend
the ant bully
adam apples
the break-up
barnyard
monster house
the devil wears prada
lovewrecked
little man
pulse
stay alive
you, me and dupree
john tucker must die
friends with money
gigolo wannabe
rob-b-hood
talladega nights
death note
world trade center
the convenant
flushed away
material girls
step up
happy feet
tenacious d
open season
night at the museum
death note 2 the last name
borat
just follow law
norbit
i'm a cyborg but that's ok
300
stomp the yard
mr bean's holiday
because i said so
the hills have eyes 2
200 pounds beauty
meet the robinsons
shrek3
spider lilies
surf's up
evan almighty
ratatouille
hairspray
and becos of honey...
chronicles of narnia
mission: impossible III
the fast and the furious: tokyo drift
pirates of the caribbean: dead man's chest
snakes on a plane
miami vice
casino royale 007
eragon
ghost rider
tmnt
spiderman3
pirates of the caribbean: at world's end
harry potter and the order of the phoenix
tranformers
the bourne ultimatum
rush hour 3